`Monday, June 06, 2005;__
i'm not excited at all.
Guys u might think i'm very excited very happy
right now cause tomorrow is my birthday.
well seriously thats not how i feel. i don't
feel anything, is just another day in my life
and i'm pretty sure is the worst year ever.
With lots of problems, nobody ever know
how i feel right now. seriously i dont feel
anything about the coming birthday. to me
it might be the worst birthday so far. yes thats
how i feel. Things turing from bad to worst
and i dont know how to solve them out.
i dont noe wad to say to them, i dont noe wad
can i do to make the situation better and i dont
noe what the hell is getting wrong! it just dont
seem to be right but i dont noe wads wrong either.
As for tengs blog, i am VERY VERY sure that i
belong to the 2nd type that shes tokin abt.
Teng i'm not sayin u referin to me lah.. so no worry.
Cause thats only what i think, and i seriously
think i i belong to that type. i throw temper
very very easily, i get pissed off very easily
but i dont do all that for NOTHING! i'm stressed!
I'm too stressed over so many problems.
I cant be perfect, i'm not! I throw temper not to
to show that i'm big, i'm powerful or wadsoever.
i did that just because i'm too stressed and i
felt so irritated. therefore i cant control my
emotions and i just burst out scoldin and throwin
attidudes at others. Another thing is i throw
attidude which doensnt means i'm proud .
yea maybe some other people they feel proud
but to me i'm not even proud of myself. i aint
proud in anything i do, i'm NOT at all.
so yea those people should seriously think abt it.
don't ever throw attidude just to show how
great, powerful or wadsoever.
leave me ALONE________________`
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 3:30 AM;__
